As a painter who aspires to share and communicate important ideas, I've been missing a direct intensive reaction of my viewers.
I wanted to feel a contact and some feedback. I wanted to see and to be seen. I came short of singing (respectivelly somehow mewling) and drumming on the faculty party, dressed only in a thin red woman dress however it was highly appreciated at the meantime. I wanted to give off what I was used to give off in my paintings: the best and the most important things I've been living in, especially in the spiritual field. As though I was unsure and afraid on the new ground (of performance) I still adhere to the known: medium of painting. Or did I only feel it was natural to create by every particular action some concrete artifact?
Then I spent one semester in the art studio of Performance by prof. Tomáš Ruller. As this extroversive tendency passed since one moment, I think it's possible it fully manifest some time again in the future...